Animal Totem

by Neelu on January 26, 2010

I decided to go on a road bike ride this afternoon through the Red Rock Canyon loop. It was a gorgeous, cold winter day, sunny on one side of the canyon and cloudy on the other. The 15 mile ride is stunning, hilly and my favorite in the United States. Two feet of snow from the recent storms remained in some places.

This ride ALWAYS centers me –something about the land out there, the canyon, its age, and the tectonic shifts that produced such a variety of colored rock. Towards the end of the loop, as I was thinking about a new business I want to start, a bluebird flew right across my line of site. Even with all the gorgeous, snow-covered rock and brush, this site was the most beautiful of my ride.

I had seen my animal totem.

Here’s a description:

Bluebird is about your happiness within and without. He signifies a contentment and fulfillment that is happening or is about to happen. Bluebird shows how to find those joyful gems in everyday life with an appreciation anew. He teaches a balance of work and play and reminds us to reinstate the fun back into life. Listen to the song of Bluebird in order to sing your own of joy with an awakened confidence and internal peace. It is time to look for chances to touch joy in your lie. Dance and sing with every step, Bluebird will show you the way.

Here’s also a related poem called “Bluebird” by Charles Bukowski.

Bluebird

there’s a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but i’m too tough for him,
I say, stay in there, I’m not going
to let anybody see
you.

there’s a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I pour whiskey in him and inhale
cigarette smoke
and the whores and bartenders
and the grocery clerks
never know that
he’s
in there.

there’s a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I’m too tough for him,
I say,
stay down, do you want to mess
me up?
you want to screw up the
works?
you want to blow my book sales in
Europe?

there’s a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I’m too clever, I only let him out
at night sometimes
when everybody’s asleep.
I say, I know that you’re there,
so don’t be
sad.

then I put him back,
but he’s singing a little
in there, I haven’t quite let him
die
and we sleep together like that
with our
secret pact
and it’s nice enough to
make a man
weep, but I don’t
weep, do
you?

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Enlightenment in Las Vegas

by Neelu on January 22, 2010

There’s an old saying (or maybe it’s my saying, I can’t remember—it becomes irrelevant):

Question: What do you do on the way to enlightenment?
Answer: Carry a pail of water to and from the well.

Question: What do you do after enlightenment?
Answer: Carry a pail of water to and from the well.

While engaging in a deep spiritual journey over the last few years, I disengaged from the interests and patterning of mainstream society. I unlearned structures, found freedom from the constraint of my mind and an overall lighter way of being.

My crown (7th) and heart (4th) chakras were open. My perception (6th) was developing.

Here’s a quick run-down of the chakra system:

Working as an independent strategy consultant enabled me to set my own hours. In my free time, I found myself meditating, working with energy, practicing yoga, trying cleanses, exploring various healing modalities and enjoying nature.

About six months ago, I realized I was disconnected from my lower chakras, mainly my second and third. Despite all my spiritual work, I felt frustrated and lost in my life. My good friends would ask me what I wanted, and I had no answer. I knew I had lost connection with my will and creative energy.

My asana yoga practice wasn’t giving me any answers and neither were my mentors or spiritual teachers.

I decided to move from LA to Las Vegas where I grew up — to reconnect with myself, ground, and create a major change while in a zone of emotional security. While we have our karma, my family has always been a source of support for me.

Ram Dass has a quotation, “If you think you’re enlightened go spend a week with your family.” This is true! Listen folks, if you’re on the self-development path, you have to take your family story by the horns.

From a physical practice point of view, I had in my mind that I would try pilates, to work on my core and the muscles specifically associated with the lower chakras. I knew that an entry point into moving stuck energy was to focus on it at a physical level, which would naturally address the energetic layer.

A friend recommended The Pilates Body Las Vegas with owner/angel Sara Finnerty and instructor Juliet Mahon. I highly recommend this classical pilates studio in Las Vegas.

After my first session, I felt like I had dropped completely into my body during a time of mental stress in my life, and a smile returned to my lips. Like a meditation focused on stomach strength, my mind stopped chattering and afterwards my core was active, alive and buzzing.

After another session, I felt upper abs awaken that hadn’t seen daylight in years and stagnant energy activate and flow throughout my entire body.

I can feel the practice strengthening my core and straightening my spine in ways that my yoga practice hasn’t paid attention to. With a more personal instruction model, either one on one or small group classes, each of my bad habits are individually paid attention to and corrected.

While I’m new to pilates, it seems to me that Joseph Pilates developed a targeted, systemic series of movements and equipment for the human body living in a modern, industrial age. It focuses on areas that people need the most help with, builds up massive core strength — plus, to do it right, you have to be super focused and connected to your body.

I’m still working on balancing my chakras, but feel more grounded than before. It’s a constant practice—to be aware when something is out of balance, go through a growth phase and then find harmony and a newer way of being.

I’m a yogi at heart but pilates will complement my practice…and in fact has become an important part of my yoga for now.

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My experience over the last three years was expansive, un-grounding, lonely and freeing. I sought and I found.

By early 2006, I knew that I wanted to work with business and spirituality. The question was, “How?” How were people doing this? What did this mean for me? Did I want to run a non-profit or for-profit business? Did I want to be a new age, self-help type or motivational speaker? I looked for trends and noticed a number of entrepreneurs had been on significant spiritual journeys, including living at ashrams in India. A few immediate examples come to mind: Larry Brilliant (Neem Karoli Baba ashram), Steve Jobs and Mitch Kapor (founder of Lotus, taught transcendental meditation).

by Nina Paley

But, where were the stories about women? I couldn’t find one of a highly successful female entrepreneur that pointed to a significant spiritual journey. Who could I identify with? Kali? But, she wasn’t an entrepreneur. Oprah? Was a masculine-centric business environment keeping the feminine approach at bay? Mother nature likely agrees.

I felt like I needed some help, a teacher or mentor to guide my way here. Two weeks later, I found one.

At the time, I was consulting for a yoga products company where I met Jonathan Beaudette, now my good friend. He suggested I meet with someone who had been exploring business and spirituality themes for a long time, Brooks Greene-Barton. I went to an intro talk for his program, Art of God and was intrigued.

My first thoughts were – this is interesting; Brooks talks a lot about empowering the feminine, but he’s a man. My fears were it’s possible to lose touch with oneself or be influenced adversely when working within spiritual depths.

No one in my immediate peer group had gone to an experience like this. Needing to make a decision as to whether or not to attend, I sat with my thoughts and ultimately realized I felt safe, so I signed up for a four-day workshop.

The next four days, I released stored emotion and body memory at a rate I had not thought imaginable; I felt lighter and more free in ways I did not think possible.

I continued to attend workshops over the following two years and became more sensitive to my energy and that of those around me; I learned to become present with my own “stuck” areas and send light into them so that compression would release spontaneously. Eventually, I learned to help others do the same. I started assisting Brooks, holding space for other participants. In 2008 alone I assisted 5 workshops and took 3 (including a re-birthing workshop with Brooks’ wife Alison). That’s a lot of intense, energy work!

Six months after meeting Brooks, I suggested we start a project that evolved into my second company, the Soulstice Design Group – a transformational leadership consultancy named as such because we set out to “design reality.” I put up a beautiful web site (designed by Pausha Foley), created proposals and had meetings with sophisticated business people.

Soulstice

Description of the business:

Soulstice is a design model of a leadership consultancy for the future. It invites its clients to open to their uniqueness, guiding how leaders and teams can create change in society.

Soulstice fell flat. I spent over a year recruiting clients and received no traction. Here’s a proposal we wrote for McKinsey.

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Welcome 2010!

by Neelu on December 30, 2009

Happy New Year!

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A Spiritual Awakening and My First Company

by Neelu on December 16, 2009

It was early December 2005 and I was on a plane to India. A few months earlier I had come back from running and going through a yoga teacher’s training in Tulum, Mexico. I had started teaching yoga in Santa Monica and loved it. I sensed that I would be leaving my position as General Manager of Power Yoga soon, mentally noting end of March 2006 as a target.

The trip to India was inspired by my cousin’s wedding; we arrived about two weeks before the event to do some sight-seeing, a pilgrimage to Vaishno Devi (Jai Mata Di!), visit family and go shopping. India is always an adventure; and this trip continued the trend.

Growing up in the US, I saw most of my extended family on trips to India every five years or so. So, it was always a rare treat to meet family members even if we didn’t have much in common.

Picture 10The time for my cousin’s wedding arrived. Indian weddings are a blast, replete with multiple ceremonies, singing, dancing, food, and rituals. As I was watching one of the ceremonies a day or two before the wedding, a woman came up from me from behind asked if she could hug me. I said, “sure,” a little confused and also why not.

Later, at the wedding, she came up to me again and asked her family to take a picture of her with me, a saint. I said without hesitation or thought, “of course.”

About this time, I ate a pakora, an Indian appetizer; it was so spiced up, I couldn’t taste what was inside; and, a few minutes later I realized it had peanuts in it.

Since I was a toddler, I’ve had a very severe allergy to peanuts, so this was not good news. I did not know how bad the reaction would be and it resulted in anaphylactic shock. I go into detail about this experience here.

I came back to the US from this trip to India in a high vibratory, enlightened state. [click to continue…]

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My Life List

by Neelu on December 2, 2009

I like lists. Given the adage, “what gets written down, gets done,” they’re useful tools. I make a list for errands. Often, I take a list to the grocery store. I decided to make a list for my life and share it here. As the adage holds true, I’d like each one of these to happen. I’d call it a bucket list, like in the 2007 movie The Bucket List, but I don’t like the word bucket. It’s a living list; to be checked upon and updated based on life events, lessons and experiences. If you haven’t made one, hopefully my sharing will provide some inspiration.

This video to me visually represents why a life list is worth writing. The view is always changing but we know for certain the sun will rise every morning — there is always the chance for a new beginning as there is always an end — and we can influence what happens in between.

Sunrise

Life List


Complete
Health
Live in bliss
Eat super duper healthy
Exercise regularly my entire life
Become a master yoga teacher
Meditate daily x
Run a marathon x
Love and Family [click to continue…]

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Golden Pots: My Father’s Advice on Life

by admin on November 16, 2009

My twin sister just wrote this post on her blog about the advice our Dad gave us while growing up and I’ve chosen to re-post it here. I’ve had the chance to re-hear much of this advice while I’ve lived in Las Vegas with my parents the last couple of months. I was even around during Diwali, the Indian festival of lights, in October and was able to re-connect with some of the beautiful traditions of my Indian heritage.  I’ve included photos from that evening in this post.

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Written by Neeta Jain, Photos by Neelu Jain

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My Dad is a wise-guy. He likes jokes of any kind. The corny ones go over well. He’s also a very wise guy. He would get a kick out of the double meaning.

He’s taught me a lot over the years like how to make really good Indian style scrambled eggs for Sunday brunch with key ingredients of cumin, coriander, tomatoes, onions, and serrano peppers- the same stuff you can get on the street corner in Delhi without the E. coli. He also has a lot of ideas on how to lead a happy, fulfilling life.

The first thing he likes to talk about is the acronym KISS. Keep It Simple Stupid. In spite of the acronym, he has an ability to listen to an emotionally complex problem, understand it, restate it in a couple of sentences, and then share some golden pots of wisdom.

The next thing he’ll share is his concept of  “Three Million.” If you have your mental health, you have one million. If you have your physical health, you have two million, If you have a million dollars in the bank to top it off, you’ve got it made. Granted, I think he came up with this in the 80s so we still need to account for inflation. But, you get the point.

What I have been increasingly impressed by is his concept of the “Seven Facets of Life.” He lists these in order of importance: [click to continue…]

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My heart chakra journey began while I worked as a business school intern at Bryan Kest’s PowerYoga in the summer of 2003 in Santa Monica, CA. I was a student at UCLA’s Anderson School of Management and I wanted to do something entrepreneurial and fun. While seeking advice on a business plan for a restaurant concept, I connected with Bryan’s business partner, Chris. I had a fun summer learning how to run a start-up and started practicing yoga. I decided to work with Bryan and Chris full-time after I graduated. Unbeknownst to me, I was making the choice to step into a deep personal journey under the dis(guise) of growing a startup.yogaposelaptopblog

I had incentive to focus on the area in the back and front of my chest, in the area of my heart chakra. I had a ski injury back in college at Dartmouth over 12 years ago where I compressed five vertebrae in my thoracic spine; there was a lot of scar tissue to loosen up. It’s amazing how an injury really encouraged me to pay attention to a certain part of my body where not only the physical field was affected, but the energetic one as well.

I began to open up my physical body through my yoga practice and noticed blocked energy in my body, in my heart and also in other parts. Since I was aware of it, I started to work with it, open it – gently at first. I remember clearly one evening where friends placed a finger each on a heart point and stayed there for almost an hour; that was a shift! I also worked with an energetic healer, Ria Ray, a few times; again after one of the sessions I noticed a remarkable shift in how I felt and in the clarity in my visual field – I smiled more broadly that evening and for some time afterwards.

I had unique encounters. One evening, [click to continue…]

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I’ve had several interesting consulting and business partnership opportunities come my way in the last week. I decided to pull out my Osho Tarot deck to see if it would reveal any additional information to me. I pulled three cards and one of them was the “Participation” card.

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Participation Card, Osho Zen Tarot

The commentary about this card describes to me the ultimate team/partnership relationship in a business setting and I’ve shared part of it with you here.

Each figure in this mandala holds the right hand up, in an attitude of receiving, and the left hand down, in an attitude of giving. The whole circle creates a tremendous energy field that takes on the shape of the double dorje, the Tibetan symbol for thunderbolt. The mandala has a quality like that of the energy field that forms around a Buddha, where all the individuals taking part in the circle make a unique contribution to create a unified and vital whole. It is like a flower, whose wholeness is even more beautiful than the sum of its parts, at the same time enhancing the beauty of each individual petal.

To me, what is described above is the result of perfect teamwork where the sum is greater than the individual parts, while each individual’s uniqueness and contribution to the whole stands out.

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Over the last four years, I have been focused on bringing consciousness into the gestalt that is business. As a result, I have been experimenting with different tools to explain the benefits of transformational work. Of course, there is no better tool than direct embodied experience, but sometimes a more mind-oriented approach is more appropriate.

Hence: PowerPoint — to ground my transformational rhetoric by using an ordinary business communication tool.

I created this presentation two years ago to help people understand that how one relates (to friends, family, colleagues, nature, etc.) directly affects one’s ability to transform the world around. By taking responsibility for positive relationship completely, one becomes a progressive growth experience for others enabling unlimited potential for economic, political, and artistic transformation.

Relating in the 21st Century

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